Hey all~

Man oh man, it sure has been forever since my last post. I guess you could say a lot has happened since then? Heh, I'm still unemployed, but I AM studying now~ The art of manga, the ins and outs of manga art. It's exciting, and hard, and time consuming, but I'm really glad I'm finally taking lessons XD. Since the last time I posted, which was back in January *dies*, I've had surgery, a shitload of dental work done, countless numbers of doctor appointments practically every week, I'm surprised I'm still sane, lol! Started taking manga lessons, sketching more, learning new skills, got a brand new computer; OMG FINALLY!! It took the last one burning out (literally), for the dick to get me a new one, but I'm beyond happy about that. Why am I happy? Heh, well, besides the fact it's a brand new computron that I put together myself, within his limit (yeah, the dick gives spending limits >_<), I can FINALLY work on and learn the things I've been dying to do. Which are~~~ Video editing and photoshopping. I've been dying to continue learning everything there is to know about video editing. Not just at fan videos, but the ins and outs of it; encoding, timing, graphics, effects, just..everything. I didn't have a computer that could even handle any sort of video editing software (besides my brother's), but I finally do now, praise the lord, and I'm excited XD. As for the photoshopping, I'm not really interested in altering people's faces or making awesome wallpapers anymore. I wanna learn coloring, professional coloring, and practice, practice, practice. That blasted computer from before couldn't even handle an old version of photoshop, eish.

I can also finally pick up fansubbing again, if I've got time for it. I'd love to be able to do at least a few projects here and there. I've missed it XD.
Another thing I'm TOTALLY excited about is I'm finally leaving!!! I'm going to Canada~! My sister's getting married in August, the 15th, and I'm going for the wedding~ Of course, I'm going like...two months early, but hey! At least I get to go~ And the dick actually paid for it XD That was quite the shocker, especially since it's letting me go by my lonesome. I'm leaving on the 15th of June, less than a month from now. I'm kinda nervous though. Last time I was on a plane, I was ten years old, and I really don't remember much of anything. And, since I'll be goin by myself, I guess it's a bit natural to be nervous, eh? Everyone keeps sayin it's shit easy, just follow signs or kidnap a guard if I need help XD. Hopefully it'll all go smoothly. I got two layovers, on the way there and two on the way back.

Oh, yeah~ I also, finally, got one of my hearing aids~!! ^_^ No thanks to the dick, though. I'd been on it's ass for two years and it kept puttin it off, but, surprisingly, my friend's father just handed me 3000 dirhams... Just like that, without sayin anythin, just gave it to me. I was like O____________O. Said to use it for whatever I need... So, in the end, I used 2000 of it for the hearing aid I needed the most, my left ear. Dick said it will help get the one for my right, but I think I know how that'll go. >_> I'ma just have to save up or something, for it >__<

Well anywho, that's the gist of it. I was plannin on goin into detail about some certain events, since my last post, but I'm tired, starving and still have a lot of work to do for today. So, I guess I'll leave the details for my next post; which will hopefully be very soon XD

Aloha all~~~~~~~~~~~~


Ok, I'm going to rant a tad XD I'm just really really really annoyed. Naze? Because, first of all...fucking Etisalat (internet/phone company here) BLOCKED DeviantART, WHAT. THE. FUCK? WHYYYYYYYY?! It's DeviantART!! How could they do this to me?! Assholes, they're always blocking unnecessary things!  SFSGWSV SF@!! I woke up this mornin to post a new sketch and BAM! "This site has been BLOCKED" *throws babies at wall* hmph! Unbelievable! <--Is what I would continue to say and rant about if it wasn't for the fact I have a way to get around this...illegally.  Like..Hotspot Shield, LOL! That program can get to ANY blocked site Etisalat throws at me, although I haven't tried the porn sites yet, lmfao~ But all the torrent and anime sites they've blocked so far, I can access. It's just..annoyin, y'know? Cuz I have to pull up my browser, load up the program, wait for it to connect, and even then, for some reason when connected to it, if I try to download somethin, it's half as fast.  :( I hope Etisalat unblocks it soon...they did that for Youtube and LiveJournal after getting a shitload of complaints, LOL~

And SECONDLY! My car's WRECKED! Yeah, I said it. A second car in less than a year! My first car got totalled when I had my  accident a year and a half ago. I called it Bobo~ She was a manual, old Toyota Creseda station wagon. Old, but she ran BEAUTIFULLY and was hella smooth shiftin gears and hittin the clutch. I loved that car man...although, she had no A/C (it died years ago), and in this heat...was REALLY bad for my health, but meh, I LOVED THAT CAR! (mainly cuz she was a manual and was smooth is all, hahaha). ANYWHO, about a year ago I got a new car. A '98 Honda Accord, sporty, beautiful, ran awesomely, automatic...unfortunately >__<. And well...after only havin her for about 5 months, my brother hit a guy with her. >_> IT WAS AN ACCIDENT! The old fart jumped out into the road and wasn't lookin, my brother didn't see him in time, slammed the breaks, the dick froze dead in the middle of the road and so...got hit. Luckily, he lived (even though he slammed straight through my windshield...But, he's fine. And after gettin out the hospital and all that jazz, he told the police it wasn't my brother's fault, cuz he was the one not payin attention. But you know what?! Even after he said that, the dick police threw my brother in jail for almost a week!! FUCKING ASSHOLES! And this was even after he had already seen the judge and the judge said he can go home! But the dickwads said they had to do the paperwork, and until it's done he'll be in jail. Is that some FUCKED up shit, or what?! They threw an innocent man in jail over some unfinished paperwork, from THEIR end! Geh...*sighs oh-so-heavily*

THEN! (hehe), about a month later, my darling brother slams the car into a mountain, goin downhill! Okay, so it wasn't his fault XD. This asswack hit him from behind while they were goin down hill, cuz apparently the asses breaks didn't work, or jammed, or somethin. My baby Honda-san, she spun, spun, flipped, rolled and rolled, and then eventually, slammed upside the mountain wall. That car was WRECKED. And what's amazing? Everything was completely crushed EXCEPT for the drivers seat. Amazing, huh? Well, he didn't walk out unscathed. He had a REALLY bad head concussion, and even weeks after the accident, his mind/body kept shutting off randomly...It was pretty scary, cuz I couldn't wake him when he'd do that, I just had to sit it out. He got some glass in his hand which has caused some permanent nerve damage there, but all in all, he made it through it XD.

AND NOW~! *drumroll* My new car's WRECKED! Surprised? Hehehe. This time, it was a lovely, lovely and dare I say it again, LOVELY, '96 red Chevrolet Camaro convertible! Yeah, I said it! Beautiful, right? Don't worry! It wasn't my brother's fault! (LOL). Ahem, this just happened yesterday actually. It happened right at the bridge by our house. So close, he was almost home...He was coming up the bridge and these two ASSDOODLES were driving his way, in the WRONG lane! One on each lane, completely blocking the way. One was a 4x4 and the other a dumbass taxi *effing hates Taxis *stomps a banana*. The taxi-dick was speeding ON THE SMALL-ASS BRIDGE, tryin to overtake the 4x4, and here comes my brother, and unable to break in time, they collide. Head-on collision....The cars, upon impact, their rears went COMPLETELY off the ground. and my brother's car was knocked back and almost went off the side of the bridge, down to the highway below, into oncoming traffic....His shoulder got dislocated and he's got some pretty fucked up cuts, but all in all, he made it out alive, and was walkin around by the time I got there (Police called me since the car's mine and in my name...). They explained exactly what happened and said the taxi driver is at full fault. You DON'T -speed- or try to -overtake- another car going up a bridge! There's a blindspot there, and this was at night! Effing dicklumps! But that fuckwad 4x4 just kept on driving and didn't even stop! Kinda reminds me of my accident when I was stopped stationary in the middle of the highway after slamming into the guard-rail and this fucklimp 4x4 hit me from behind and I went spinning in the middle of the highway, and the bastard just kept going!

So yeah...my third baby's gone..My friend and I called her "Topless Red". And when I got home, we had a lil conversation, and it went a lil like this:

NOTE: She calls my brother Mo-chan, or Mo. Her lil nickname for him. His name's Muhammad, although I usually just type Mohd, for short. Also, she loves Grey's Anatomy, hence her nick, in case you're left wondering~ XD

McTwins:	man, i didnt even get to name ur car yet
Kame:	luckily he only dislocated his shoulder and has a few scratches. he's had his shoulder dislocated loads of times so it wasn't that bad (which is also probably why it popped out so easily
McTwins:	bobo's ghost must be jealous
Kame:	yeah, fo'real
McTwins:	u ought to go find bobo's remains and salt and burn 'em
Kame:	LOL
Kame:	way too much supernatural for you, onna >__<

McTwins:	u guys should start a scrap book
McTwins:	of all ur dead cars
Kame:	but i don't have a way of getting them from my phone to my computer yet
Kame:	very funny >_>
McTwins:	yeah
McTwins:	u'd have to put bobo on her own page
McTwins:	and write 'Dearly Departed Bo' under her pic
McTwins:	the others just get dates
Kame:
McTwins:	topless red '1, 09 - 1,09'
Kame:	LMFAO!
McTwins:	loooool ppl read that they'll be like daaaaaaaaaaaaaym poor slut aint had much life
Kame:	look at the the year!
McTwins:	yeah man
McTwins:	did mo-chan ever drive bobo?
Kame:	only once i think?
Kame:	actually..i don't think he ever did...
McTwins:	see
McTwins:	that's probably exactly the reason
McTwins:	bo is jealous
McTwins:	she was probably all horny waiting for mo to drive her
McTwins:	and he never did
Kame:	..............
McTwins:	now he's driving all the other hotter females
McTwins:	bo is going insanely jealous
McTwins:	topless red must have made her FURIOUS
Kame:	LOOOOOOOOOOOL!!
McTwins:	Bobo: The slutty bitch must DIE...
McTwins:	'how dare she seduce mo!'
Kame:	yeah, mohd was callin her his wife and everythin
McTwins:	shoot
McTwins:	see
McTwins:	(condolences to mo on the passing of his beloved)
McTwins:	ha!!
Kame:

Yup, and so, there ya have it. That's how my last 24 hours went ^_^. Oh and to finish this post off (yeah yeah, I know it's long, I'm SORRY! *bricks self*, here's my latest sketches~

Shu
Valeria
Elza
Paine <--I really love this one XD

Oh wells, hope you enjoyed this entry~ Thank you all for listening, you've been a loveleh audience~ Thankyou, Thankyou~! *bows to crowd*  Now that my ranting's over for today, I feel so much better XD

Yo~~

Me was able to sketch today! YAYS!! Ahem~~ *cough* Anywho~ I did two so far, Oulan from Suikoden II. A badass female bodyguard, I wouldn't want to be on her bad side >_<. AND! Rikku from Final Fanasy X-2. I did their linearts like..a couple months ago but never got around to shading them in and finishing 'em. So, here they are~ I've also uploaded 'em to my deviantart page (which you can get to through the linky on the right side/bar).

Rikku
Oulan

Lemme know what ya'll think~? Rikku took much longer cuz, well, she's more detailed and had a lot more shading, mhmm.

Hey all...

Today, my day didn't start so well, well...yesterday hasn't, technically, ended yet. I wanted so bad to sketch yesterday, I had a few ideas and some Suikoden characters I really wanted to finish, but, chest-chan refused to behave...I don't know if it and jaw-kun were working together, but neither eased up their pressure last night. So, I put down my sketch pencils not long after holding them, and laid myself down once I took my usual meds. Only thing is, seems they were on par with chest-chan and jaw-kun, cuz they, too, refused to work. Bloody bastards. So I stayed up all night in bed, waiting for the painkillers to kick in, but blasted thangs never did. Assholes. I have been awake for about 36 hours now, cuz of this stupidity. Silly, huh? I'm just waitin it out, lol~ I wonder who'll win first? Usually the pain lightens up after a few hours if it goes on for a while, but this is ridiculous. I should probably see my doc soon about this, but the nigga's outta town for two weeks. I just got my dental doc and my hearin doc, I don't think this is anywhere near their field area, hahah~ I don't wanna go to any other doc cuz they wouldn't be as familiar with my family history and all my medical bull as he is, as I've been goin to him for a very long time. Plus, he's a family friend, and I trust the old fart. XD

Good thing though, jaw-kun's behaving a bit now so I can at least eat. Although, it sorta feels like I'm soffocating even more if I eat much, I suppse this is cuz stomach-kun's partly up chest-chan, ne? XD (omg, did that sound wrong..? >_<). I tried to get my mind off of it so I started watching KAT-TUN's QoP concert. That only last about 45 minutes into it, but it was an awesome 45 minutes while it lasted. I'll definitely watch the rest once this calms down some more. I downloaded the HQ 6 part.avi that pinkujisatsu  uploaded a lil while ago. Thanks loads for the HQ version, btw ^_^. I've only watched until Ai no Command, but I gotta say, my favorite parts are the solos so far, and Ten-G, definitely. Koki's solo just completely took me in, I loved the whole vibe of it, and of course, Koki was smokin hot ridin that thing. You go baby. Kame's was so adorable. I really liked how it started and when he was lookin at his camera, heh, lol @ KokixJunno picture. Junno's was cute, to be expected of Junno, he's almost always surrounded by kids in his solos. Well, the last two anyway~ I fell in love with Ten-G as soon as it started and for those two minutes I forgot about everything and just went with it. I thoroughly enjoyed watching them act silly and mess with their voices (Jin, Kame & Ueda mostly. Koki and Nakamaru were awesome as always. Junno was jumpy, hehe, as usual, ne?  XD).

Wanna hear some awesome news though? The Dick said that he should be able to get me my hearing aids some time next week, two weeks the latest, so I'm really happy about that cuz my ears are really puttin it on me. The pain in my right is so random and forceful sometimes, that I've found myself cuppling over and holding it hard cuz of it. Hearing aids means less pain (none at all in the longrun, hopefully XD), so yeah, I'm definitely hyped about getting that done. Arigatou, Kami-sama for looking out. If it's not one thing, it's another, ne? Well, I'm not going to beat myself up over any of this, cuz it's life, y'know? I've had medical problems since I was born, literally, with all my lovely birth defects and I've made it this far. What can you do? I've kinda grown to live with 'em. It's a part of me, and I probably wouldn't change it since all the surgeries I've had so far cuz of 'em, have really made me who I am today. And if I love who I am, so why change a thing, right? XD.

I'ma continue to lie down for a bit as I've actually gotta go out later tonight to handle some paperwork and stuff for my brother's car. Since he has to have it my name as he hasn't been driving over here long and he's younger than me. Unfortunately it can't be done any other night, or tomorrow even, cuz the seller's said he'll hand it to his other buyer if we don't come tonight; since we've had to postpone so much lately. Once I get back...I'll probably crash~ Well, I hope I will, heh.

Hehe, I'm supposed to be getting ready for my appointment now, but I just stopped by cel_chan 's LJ and saw this new year's resolution thing she had up, so I took mine, lol~ I so totally lol'd XD


Is it obvious I write about pets and Kame a lot in my journal or what? LOL. "Admit my true feelings to ilu_kame" <-- LOOOOOOOOL! Probably cuz Kame's everywhere in my journal, they snatched your nick from my friend's list! Hehehe~ And when I generated yours, it says "Spend less time on dymed_angel " wtf? HA! XD

Okay, now I'm off to my appointment~~ *runs off*