Well, it has been a while since my last post (of course, this always happens...), I suppose there's loads to talk about. According to my previous entry on the 25th of February I had completed my very first Photoshop project for my Digital Imaging course. Ah, it was a lovely project. Since then I have done 3 more major projects for that class, and the semester is now over~ I got to do an Editorial (photo manipulation project) on Michael Jackson. Absolutely loved it! And my professor loved it, too XD I'll put some links at the end of this post to some of the work I've been up to these past few months o/
By far one of the easiest courses this semester was Critical Thinking. I got great professors for all four of my courses; man, did I luck out XD. Gotta love "RateMyProfessors.com"
, seriously--a lifesaver. Did so well in Critical Thinking with a 99.56% average that I was exempted from the last test, and the final exam~ Yay, me~ \o/ Needless to say I got As in the other three courses, too~ (English, Math, and Digital Imaging (Photoshop)). I am very proud of myself. I've come so far...from sitting in a cave day in, and day out, not doing anything or going anywhere besides hospitals and the occasional complex gatherings (rarely even then), to...finishing my first semester of college... This year has been amazing. I am so thankful for everything I have, and to everyone who helped me get here. The struggle isn't over, but...at least, it has become a little more tolerable.
Right now I am living with my brother in his one-bedroom apartment. We've been in this apartment since August of last year. By the end of July we'll be moving to a two-bedroom apartment. Finally.. a two-bedroom..I'll get my own room. You have no idea how much I've needed it. Even though I was told the bedroom in this one-bedroom apartment is my own space..and I sleep there and all..it's not really my room.. In the beginning I would have to leave the room and sleep on the floor in the living room because a friend of his would come over after midnight on Fridays and use our walk-in closet to record his music for upcoming performances. Now..I've got no problem with this friend, Nick, he's a great guy, but whenever he comes over I no longer have any privacy. Before I got my computer I almost lost my mind (was sharing my brother's laptop with him). Things are better now, as far as that situation is concerned. Nick no longer comes over..he's been really busy with work and live performances. So, I get to sleep in "my" room every night now...for the most part XD
I'm babbling... I really want to just let everything out. All my frustrations, annoyances, and plain ol' disturbances with..certain people... Let's just do this in parts.
In any case, my semester is over~ with flying colors~~ I'm currently on break until the 4th of June when my Summer semester starts. I'll be taking only one course this summer, Web Design I, with the same Professor I had this Spring for Photoshop class. He is awesome. Although I am really looking forward to it, I'm a bit nervous. A lot of stuff is going to change during the summer.. I hope I am able to adjust accordingly and don't stress myself out. I've applied for a part-time job at PetSmart as a Bather/Groomer. Hopefully I get it, but I'm not gonna trip if I don't. I'll just keep looking. I really need some other form of income besides Financial Aid..for me, myself, and I. I don't want to be out in the heat this summer for medical reasons but..if I get that part-time job I'll do what I gotta do to make things right. Time to start saving up to move out of my brother's... Can't stay here forever..I'll go insane.
One thing I have become more and more aware of these past couple of years, and even more so this year, is that...well, I am better off by myself. When I'm sick I prefer being alone; after surgeries I prefer recovering alone; when I'm tired or swamped with work I prefer to be alone. I prefer it... I'm a better person, alone. I like my privacy, my space, and the quiet calm that comes with it. I suppose it's because I've lived by myself for so long. People frustrate me too much now...they stress me out with their drama and their materialistic qualms, their inconsiderate behaviors, and their seemingly lack of...man, I don't know what you'd call it but daym... the people around me now seem to think it's okay to disregard my existence, needs, and medical issues when it hinders their plans.. yet they want me to step in and do shit for them.. Ugh..frustrations man...frustrations.. >_<
I'ma leave it at that. I hope everyone/anyone who reads my entries gets a little something out of them..what could they get? Lord only knows, but perhaps a little something none-the-less XD
Toodles all~ o/